Journal of Perempuan Toraja

I'll be taking my days off in two days for two weeks. I'll be in touch with these office things in January 3rd, 2011.
I am hoping this leave will bring me to the new me when I get back. Not the whole new me, I like some part of me, no, most part of me. I just need to recognize my own reflection way better. 2010 has brought me here, not much achievement. Need to fix things up here and there, trying to get what I deserve, forgiving and let go of things.

Its seven days before Christmas, I wish something nice would happen anytime soon around Christmas time. I think I've been getting along so well with my life this last 12 months, less tears, more happy, laugh often. That is too bad I am still holding on to something that doesn't worth my time, burdened by something that killing me slowly inside without me realizing. Forgive and forget, let it go. 

Leaving 2010 with heart broken, oh please, like I never felt this way before. I learned my lesson well, I guess. I promise my self for more laugh, lesser tears, and be happy in the upcoming 2011. Work harder, hope even higher, drag out my self from madness, hatred, and grief. Its time to gather with family, and trying to search again the forgotten Lord. I'll be okay in 2011, we will get along even better, Life!